Not anymore

I Don't see you
I Don't smell you
I don't hold you
I never felt how it is the smoothness of your skin
I never watch the language of your body
I don't know the face you owns

I can only read you
I can only hear you
I can only understand you
I can only picture you in my mind
I can only feel you

I just can't take my mind off of you
I just can't take this feeling in my heart
I just can't stop being so stupid
I just can't hate him so much that I know you need him
I just can't let him leaving you that I know you never wanted
I just can't hold my mind anymore
I just can't say that I don't love you now
and I just can't be what I need to be
not anymore