May I summon a question?
As this question I purposed
Have been lies in the heart of my oceans
As time has eaten our relation to the endless
Last nothing in the mind but it
Ah....
Thy have reveal the magic inside
open my eyes to see the beauty thy possess
Not what eyes may see but only heart may
Its the secret thy hold
And it isn't mine
nor shall it will
I shan't be there
I can't be there
When you need a shoulder to cry on
I can't hug you, though here is my opened heart for you
When you need a home to go to
I may not gave you, though here is my heart to home thee
If there is anything i would like to have most
It is you
If there is anything i would like to be most
It is to be able to gave you everything you need
Though time may answer what I ask
I ask you this
For I can't wait to ask
While forever and a day you may answer
This isn't mine forever with you
ah....
How wonderful life is when you are around
Love you, Most
Sunday, February 08, 2004
Friday, February 06, 2004
Its a love's nature
I was debating with her. About why should she should not keeping his trace in her heart. Ask her to open her heart, start seeing another, move on. But then, in a point, my mind seems to understand everything:
Here I am,
Can't thou see me?
Won't you look at me?
Won't you hear my voices calling?
Won't you try
I shout, I mad, I scream
You just don't give a damn
You stood still
Like I'm not here at all
Or maybe I am?
Or perhaps I shouldn't?
Here I am
Have done something stupid
Something I shouldn't do
Shouldn't I knock that locked heart
Not this time
Though I love you soo
Though I need you soo
Though you have been my faveorite drug
Shall I not be with you
And at this point
This is what i want that you want
If i may put happiness in you
It is not me, it is him that shall do
It is to lose you will makes me happy now
For you are happy only because of him
For me to be happy to see you do
So shall I touch emptiness
If emptiness for me are thy happiness
So shall I shed a tears
If your happiness is not my tears
I shall make you happy
Love you, Most
Here I am,
Can't thou see me?
Won't you look at me?
Won't you hear my voices calling?
Won't you try
I shout, I mad, I scream
You just don't give a damn
You stood still
Like I'm not here at all
Or maybe I am?
Or perhaps I shouldn't?
Here I am
Have done something stupid
Something I shouldn't do
Shouldn't I knock that locked heart
Not this time
Though I love you soo
Though I need you soo
Though you have been my faveorite drug
Shall I not be with you
And at this point
This is what i want that you want
If i may put happiness in you
It is not me, it is him that shall do
It is to lose you will makes me happy now
For you are happy only because of him
For me to be happy to see you do
So shall I touch emptiness
If emptiness for me are thy happiness
So shall I shed a tears
If your happiness is not my tears
I shall make you happy
Love you, Most
Thursday, February 05, 2004
O heart
O heart......where have you brought me?
O my heart.....can thy let me be alone?
May I not have love of what thy have?
May I not feel?
May thy leave me alone?
O dear heart... where have you brought me with?
To the mountain I have suffer the journey you ask
To the deep of the ocean I have breathless without
To the feelings I have failed
O my sweet heart.... where have we gone this far?
I have believe in you all along
I have trusted what you have guide me
I have never doubted you and I wont
I live by you,
I am here just for you
Still I am not live without you
Nor I won't be here
O heart...if I may end up bleeding and dying
If I touch the end of the world and have nothing
If my everything crushed in the end
Atleast I know one thing at the end
I have followed your path you've showed me
I have do what I believe in
Ain't no regret through every missery
I love and Crushed
I love and I believe
I crushed but I still love
I am proud of you, O heart
I love you, most
O my heart.....can thy let me be alone?
May I not have love of what thy have?
May I not feel?
May thy leave me alone?
O dear heart... where have you brought me with?
To the mountain I have suffer the journey you ask
To the deep of the ocean I have breathless without
To the feelings I have failed
O my sweet heart.... where have we gone this far?
I have believe in you all along
I have trusted what you have guide me
I have never doubted you and I wont
I live by you,
I am here just for you
Still I am not live without you
Nor I won't be here
O heart...if I may end up bleeding and dying
If I touch the end of the world and have nothing
If my everything crushed in the end
Atleast I know one thing at the end
I have followed your path you've showed me
I have do what I believe in
Ain't no regret through every missery
I love and Crushed
I love and I believe
I crushed but I still love
I am proud of you, O heart
I love you, most
What I want
Touch me oh dearly lady! Feel this is fiction thou have given. Flying around in the outer limit of the sanity. Rescue me, O fair lady, as I'm floating between fiction and thruth, between madness and sane. Sunk in the fallacy of this unreal sanity.
What I want is to feel thy softest palm as it slowly and gently trace the source of this insanity through my chest. What I want is for thee to unchain this reality which hiding beneath your heart. What I want is to understand the secrecy, sacredness of thy love. What I want.....shalt thee understand it?
As I am through with my journey, I realized it won't end without you. It cant! It won't! I won't!
O sweetness of thee, it is my prayers, under on bended knees, lay up to heaven, Thou shalt release me, uncrucified me. Willst I drowned in emptiness of failed heart, I shalt perish.
Touch me, and share thy love with me, as we step our day in felicity, as thy want become mine, it has been what i want.
I love you, most
What I want is to feel thy softest palm as it slowly and gently trace the source of this insanity through my chest. What I want is for thee to unchain this reality which hiding beneath your heart. What I want is to understand the secrecy, sacredness of thy love. What I want.....shalt thee understand it?
As I am through with my journey, I realized it won't end without you. It cant! It won't! I won't!
O sweetness of thee, it is my prayers, under on bended knees, lay up to heaven, Thou shalt release me, uncrucified me. Willst I drowned in emptiness of failed heart, I shalt perish.
Touch me, and share thy love with me, as we step our day in felicity, as thy want become mine, it has been what i want.
I love you, most
Tuesday, February 03, 2004
And thats all folks
Crushed, my mind bended.
Pinned, I'm at the end of the game
lastly, I'm thanking her for everything
For the time
For the jokes
for the stories
For all you've done
And its been a good will
It is enough for me
just to see you by the end of the day
Just to laugh with you on the fiction of the wires
Just to do crazy things inside our own wind
And let all the things by
A fair condition in a just momment
I like to be this way
not commited to any promises
nor a thin air of broken hearted
Still you are the most
I love you, Most
Pinned, I'm at the end of the game
lastly, I'm thanking her for everything
For the time
For the jokes
for the stories
For all you've done
And its been a good will
It is enough for me
just to see you by the end of the day
Just to laugh with you on the fiction of the wires
Just to do crazy things inside our own wind
And let all the things by
A fair condition in a just momment
I like to be this way
not commited to any promises
nor a thin air of broken hearted
Still you are the most
I love you, Most
No Where
This time....I'm stuck. My heart lost of right from wrong. Blind from the sense of just. So here is a poem for some one in the outer planet of my universe, the i shouldn't have even known:
I place my mind in the corner, right where it can be alone, alone where it can just disapear. For I am unable to have. It is what I supposed not to own
If I may cry, I would. Please let it be rain. Falls upon this feeling, you have introduced me to this form of feelings. Let it be rain of joyfulness, its my heart's joyrides for the first time.
If I may spoken, please let me... My mouth shuts, my heart beat breaks the silence, my thoughts are affraid. I'm scared, I'm restless, and now I'm about to wounds.
We stepped to this land. Where I should not brought you, where you shall not presence. Why? Lady, it is you who open up my path, you who show my path, so does you who rings this feelings.
If I say I care for you, will you care for me? If the words of love sprung through my heart, would you share love to me? If my hearts wants you, can we be the longest of all the world may have? If...my heart...if....
I can wait forever. But I won't wait forever to spoke of my heart. This is what i feel. This is what i get of not knowing what I know. When suddenly, at a point, you realized this is not just a feeling.
Nor does its just, I may only loved not be loved. I may only give you, though I must not recieve any. Cannot wait, for time hast lost for me. Cannot regret, for it is the most beautiful thoughts I ever had - though it is by you.
So, love, here is my lonely mind in the corner, knowing what it is there for me and for you. I'm done here for my path have clear. I am through. Now I am no where without you. Though I still live. Though you still live. It is the worm hole of mine. It is where no where is.
I love you, most.
I place my mind in the corner, right where it can be alone, alone where it can just disapear. For I am unable to have. It is what I supposed not to own
If I may cry, I would. Please let it be rain. Falls upon this feeling, you have introduced me to this form of feelings. Let it be rain of joyfulness, its my heart's joyrides for the first time.
If I may spoken, please let me... My mouth shuts, my heart beat breaks the silence, my thoughts are affraid. I'm scared, I'm restless, and now I'm about to wounds.
We stepped to this land. Where I should not brought you, where you shall not presence. Why? Lady, it is you who open up my path, you who show my path, so does you who rings this feelings.
If I say I care for you, will you care for me? If the words of love sprung through my heart, would you share love to me? If my hearts wants you, can we be the longest of all the world may have? If...my heart...if....
I can wait forever. But I won't wait forever to spoke of my heart. This is what i feel. This is what i get of not knowing what I know. When suddenly, at a point, you realized this is not just a feeling.
Nor does its just, I may only loved not be loved. I may only give you, though I must not recieve any. Cannot wait, for time hast lost for me. Cannot regret, for it is the most beautiful thoughts I ever had - though it is by you.
So, love, here is my lonely mind in the corner, knowing what it is there for me and for you. I'm done here for my path have clear. I am through. Now I am no where without you. Though I still live. Though you still live. It is the worm hole of mine. It is where no where is.
I love you, most.
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