This isn't mine (I want it to be mine)

May I summon a question?
As this question I purposed
Have been lies in the heart of my oceans
As time has eaten our relation to the endless
Last nothing in the mind but it

Ah....
Thy have reveal the magic inside
open my eyes to see the beauty thy possess
Not what eyes may see but only heart may
Its the secret thy hold

And it isn't mine
nor shall it will
I shan't be there
I can't be there

When you need a shoulder to cry on
I can't hug you, though here is my opened heart for you
When you need a home to go to
I may not gave you, though here is my heart to home thee

If there is anything i would like to have most
It is you
If there is anything i would like to be most
It is to be able to gave you everything you need

Though time may answer what I ask
I ask you this
For I can't wait to ask
While forever and a day you may answer
This isn't mine forever with you
ah....
How wonderful life is when you are around

Love you, Most