Memory

This may never start
we could fall apart
and not be your memory
lost your sense of fear
feelings insincere
can now be your memory

so get back to where we lasted
just like I imagine
I could never feel this way
so get back to the disaster
my heart's beating faster
holding on to feel the same

this may never start
i'll tear us apart
could now be your enemy
losing half our years
waiting for you here
i'd be your anything

this could never start
tearing out my heart
and id be your memory
lost your sense of fear
feelings disappear
can not be your memory

this could never start
we could fall apart
and id be your memory
lost your sense of fear
feelings insincere
can not be your memory........

Love you, Most

Morrow

Good morrow, o ol' sun
Good morrow, o fair lady
shine me with thy brightness
shine me with thy happiness

Another day is comming
and my heart still missing
every single beat of my mine still
the thought of loving you keep fill

Good morrow, O beauty love
my steps shall driven by you
my smile shall brought by thoughts of loving you
without reply I still able to love
and without reply shall not make a problems
for true love shall let you choose your choice
for not loving me is enough my side only love

Good morrow, O love
thanks for visiting my world
lovely thoughts you have brought
the beauty of you have enough
to make the life of all the flowers bloom
to make the love fools smile
without the need to be loved anymore

O let there a smile in every face
for i love is what it takes

I love you, Most

Kesepian Abadi

Dingin yang tak terperi
Dalam gelap malamku
Letih aku melawan
Tapi sia sia

Seperti berjelaga
Warna air mataku
Apa yang bisa aku lakukan
Aku telah pergi

Jiwaku menari..
Diatas kesepian abadi
Memudar laguku
Luruh bersama hilangnya
Mimpi mimpiku

Tak habis ku berhayal
Tentang indah dirimu
Takkan pernah
Bisa kusentuh lagi

ps...UTOPIA -Kesepian abadi

Burnt

All my love, burnt
Thus, it ends
Here

leave

Guess she will not see this blog anymore, so lets, my heart, lets we spill the pain here....shall we?

OH MY GOD..................
This is what I've done...........My heart is too aching, can't stand to love. Do I have loved her too much, so I am able to leave. Coz everything will just be useless.

I can't be the distortion of her love to him. I need to get her over. I know, heart, I know, but i can't be there when she tell everything about him. Don't you feel it heart? Its such a pain isn't it?

Well, a man gotta do what a man gotta do (such a silly phrase :) ) so here we are, doing what we shall do from the beginning, from the time the love inside you, heart, grows.

haha, heart, whats the best for her don't become whats the best for us, don't it? *wiggle* Tell me something heart, do we love her that much? can you wake up tomorrow and not thinking of her? are we talking shit here? hahahaha....

Well, now that we have said it, lets just walk on. Now...now...walk straight!!! come on...she's gone, bubye, hasta la vista, take the blame on you! it is you to love her soo...it is me to follow you too...well, heart, like she said at the last time let bygone be bygone and here's what i said to you: let it go...wrap it nicely in a room there inside your heart, lock it, and every morning broom it well, open the window, let it catch the sun light. Can you do it, love?

A'ight then, lets start walking now, there, see that long path you should take? come along, come along don't be affraid i'm here....come on...you know that you just can't be with her. well lets go, shall we?

love you, most

Neglected

A last night song catch my soul
One touch of the waves crack my heart
and sleeping beauty leaves me with the winds

It doesn't matter who you love
It doesn't matter who you'll be
For next year in this time of year
I will be sleeping with the sands of the heart

What it is inside
I just want to let you know
That my neglected heart will
Love you, till forever and a day

What it is inside
I just wanna let you know
That my broken heart have
a locked room that will be kept clean forever till
you will come and sleep in its bed

What ever it is
Its what best for you
so let my stranger heart laying cold
for I will not forget the momments we've had
Its just the way it is

I love you, Most

A Letter

I don't get it. I just knew that there is a part of love that gives this kind of feelings. I knew I just know you. I don't even know you. Perhaps for some positive things on you,though I haven't catch your dark side. But, why I don't give a damn about that?

Can love do this to me? is this what you felt for him once? Right now, I could give everything to you, my mind, my heart, my words, my soul even my life won't leave you. Might this be a dawn of a new age of my live, our lives?

I never told you clearly for once, I never straight to you about my feelings, yet. This is the time I will never forget, where I have to admit i cannot live without you, where Ihave to live not with you.

Do answer me if you would. Don't if you won't. Either way, I've spoken my love. Yet I want to proof it. It is fair for me if you couldn't take your next step besides me, side by side. Rejection is a part of my love, for this love prematurly arose. It is chance that I have not. Though you give me one, i couldn't

What ever happens, this may seems a local love story. I just want you to know how I misses you, every second my fiction halt in the disconnection of you to the cyber. How I get soo frantic each and every night we loss contacts. But my mind stuck in you, and all about you.

Oh dearly love, I desire a chance to get through every test of life together. Where we shall fight together, holding hand faces the truth that sometimes atrocious. Try to stand in every strom that will shake our truth together.

So come what may, and i will love you, until the end of the roads there are.

Sincerely,
D33ck

Love you, Most