leave

Guess she will not see this blog anymore, so lets, my heart, lets we spill the pain here....shall we?

OH MY GOD..................
This is what I've done...........My heart is too aching, can't stand to love. Do I have loved her too much, so I am able to leave. Coz everything will just be useless.

I can't be the distortion of her love to him. I need to get her over. I know, heart, I know, but i can't be there when she tell everything about him. Don't you feel it heart? Its such a pain isn't it?

Well, a man gotta do what a man gotta do (such a silly phrase :) ) so here we are, doing what we shall do from the beginning, from the time the love inside you, heart, grows.

haha, heart, whats the best for her don't become whats the best for us, don't it? *wiggle* Tell me something heart, do we love her that much? can you wake up tomorrow and not thinking of her? are we talking shit here? hahahaha....

Well, now that we have said it, lets just walk on. Now...now...walk straight!!! come on...she's gone, bubye, hasta la vista, take the blame on you! it is you to love her soo...it is me to follow you too...well, heart, like she said at the last time let bygone be bygone and here's what i said to you: let it go...wrap it nicely in a room there inside your heart, lock it, and every morning broom it well, open the window, let it catch the sun light. Can you do it, love?

A'ight then, lets start walking now, there, see that long path you should take? come along, come along don't be affraid i'm here....come on...you know that you just can't be with her. well lets go, shall we?

love you, most