Friday, April 04, 2008

My palm reading

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Thursday, April 03, 2008

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Dari mana ku mulai post ini? hmmmm....here....hear...her....

Should I cry now? when all the things have become so obviously clear to see. clear to hear. here...her...I laughed. here goes a shout...

I've lost a piece of me
I think i left it in your arms
I don't remember why i get so mad
But I remembered how i cared do much

Lately I've been on my own
then you came, I found a home
where I hope for loss hope
Where my dreams were born

Its just me...
My hope are now coming true
nothing else are there
all you have gave me.....

Ga bisa gw terusin....hampa...kosong....tapi penuh...
Aku rindu lautan....aku rindu pantai dimana aku bisa melayang diatas ombaknya...menoreh cakrawala yang tak berbatas...mengusik camar yang tebang bebas...melepaskan butiran yang mengalir di pipiku...tanpa beban...tanpa suara...tanpa rasa....aku lelah...aku muak...aku bosan...cinta ini mengusikku...hati ini telalu lemah...luka ini selalu sama...dan aku merindunya...yang telah melukaiku...yang telah ngehianatiku...yang merobek semua kepercayaanku...yang paling ku benci...semua terlalu mudah untuk menghilang....

Maafkan aku... ratusan kali aku memohon maaf, wen...hati ini telalu tolol untuk mengerti bahasa yang kau katakan...cinta ini terlalu buta untuk melihat kebenaran...kebenaran yang tak akan pernah memihak ku...satu titikpun tak ada kebenaran yang tertulis...ini semua salah...mungkin hati lain menyimpan cinta untuk hatiku...mungkin tidak dengan mu...sampai kutemukan hati yang mencintaiku...hati yang mencintaimu ini masih milikmu...TOLOL!!!

Udah...hehehe...selesai...habis uneg-unegnya...hahahaha...yeahhhh \:D/
Wen, Tq buat semua pengertianmu selama ini. Anybody who says you're imperfect then that anybody could eat bullshit in hell....heheheh....

Lost

And the dawn has fading.
turns the sky to blue
when the heart has sing
i just turn to blue

I was lost in my heart
But now I see the light
And now i feel soo light
because i have lost the fight

don't reach what you can't touch
don't get burnt by the sun
Don't wish what you can't do
Don't bleed the heart out

Leave from my heart, fled out
don't let anything left but the scar
its a decoration for the car
that i have loved you so much to be burnt out
and the dust blown away
and lost in the wind

Wednesday, April 02, 2008

Hujan

Waktu hujan telah berlalu. Yang tersisa hanya genangan dan tetes air yang bergulir menyusuri tulang-tulang dedaunan. Perlahan mencari jalan menuju tanah yang basah. Hanya untuk meresap kedalam bumi dan hilang.

Murka langit dengan gemuruh telah lewat. Yang tersisa hanya sepi diantara deru angin yang berhembus kencang. Menyapu dedaunan yang gugur keatas jalanan becek. Meniup dingin yang menyesak ke tulang-tulang galauku.

Habis sudah. Semua telah keluar. Hanya tersisa letih atas semua yang telah terungkapkan. Dan Air di selokan mengalir deras. Semua menuju ke satu tempat yang aku tak pernah tahu dimana.

Bersihh sudah tersapu hujan. Hilang sudah tertiup angin. Siapa yang mengharap semua terjadi seperti ini. Semua harus terjadi dengan cara ini. Siang-siang telah berusaha menahannya untuk turun. Namun semakin siang membakar, semakin berat langit menahan hujan. Dan kini langit kembali cerah. menantikan bumi untuk membawakannya air kembali. Mencerahkan dahaga yang membakarnya dengan sinar mentari. Menanti angin membawakannya awan untuk kembali melepaskan dahaga bumi dengan hujannya.

The Widows Peak - DC

You will wait in the widow's peak.
And while you watch the ships come in,
I will take the early train.

And I will take the back streets,
Down to New Orleans,
Before the avenues are swallowed,
By the morning heat.

And you will watch the ships come in.
And I will take the early train.
And I will make it home.

We're stronger where,
The strain had broken us.
And there is fight in us.
I know,

That it will take more than,
A heavy rain,
To silence us,
When there's so much for us.
I know,

You will wait,
At your post until,
You've been relieved,
And warn us all,
If seas are dangerous.

But you should rest,
For a little while.
And I will watch the ships come in.
I'll alert the citizens.

I'll sound the alarm.

We're stronger where,
The strain had broken us.
And there is fight in us.
I know,

That it will take more than,
A heavy rain,
To silence us,
When there's so much for us.
I know,

They've tethered the ships,
In the harbor.
They've anchored the rest,
At sea.

We're stronger than,
Before the strain had broken us.
And there is fight in us.
I know,

We're stronger than,
Before the strain had broken us,
And there is fight in us.
I know,

That it will take more than,
A heavy rain,
To silence us,
When there's so much for us.
I know...

There

There...
my tounge has spoken the truth
concluding the time spent for my heart to wait
ending the decieve my mind plotted

There...
no more shades of illusion left
combine the truth with these poet
you will see whats behind the door of my heart

There...
I'm leaving you the choice
Mine is now waiting
for the judgement you will dropped

There...
just leave me and never know me anymore
or love me with anyway you would
coz I have took the crossroad
will you make your bravery?

Tuesday, April 01, 2008

i'll be reaching for the stars with you

time is not running out
all the time in this world are yours to own
its my heart are running out
fading to the pain of posibly downed

we talked...
inability grows stronger with you
hopes are fading away
story of the dead hopes it was silenced

trying to show my mind
we fade to the empty space
slice the pain inside the heart
pushing you away from the truth

we smiled...
we don't see anything more
holding the lies to myself
believing you may not see

this is for my eyes only
you are for my mind only
truth is for me to believe
until my heart has burnt down

wait for the time it will burnt
wait till the skys are opened
wait for the time to stop
i'll be reaching for the stars with you
when you finally learned the truth
inside a dream that naver faded