To the owner of my heaven under her feet

May I lay down and cry
When the world seems so disputed?
May I release my anger
To a woman who have providing me with live?

When the most beautiful woman for every man has fallen
She has set her mind to deny existence of a human being
Should I defend her? Or should I dispute over her?

I have been damned
for defying the owner of my heaven
All this are the harvest of my past
I have provided the pain in my mother's heart
Then I have seen the anger once again

I may now leave this
Will it end her misery?
or will it add to hers?

I have planned for Love
should I retreat from it
Will it saved her?

Apa yang akan kita lakukan

Apa yang harus aku lakukan kini?
saat hati ini kembali rapuh
oleh perasaan yang seharusnya sudah lama mati

Ketika sebuah kepingan pedih terkumpulkan
membentuk sebuah hati yang penuh luka
mencoba kembali berdetak
menanti sebuah kejujuran atas sebuah cinta
mengalirkan kehangatan yang akan menghidupi hari

Haruskah kedamaian kematian terusik harapan?
Cukupkah harapan membawaku lagi kepada hidup?
Akankah hidup ini akan menjadi abadi
Dalam kehangatan cintamu?

Apa yang harus kulakukan kini,
ketika aku telah memilikimu?
Denyut jantung yang memacu kehidupan ku..
Hidup yang pernah diambil dariku

Yang aku tahu,
Kini tinggal engkau dan aku...
menghadapi kehidupan ini...
bersama menantang sesuatu yang baru...

Yang aku tahu,
aku harus melakukan ini...
demi kebahagiaan bersama mu...
demi kepedihan yang akan kita obati bersama
demi kedamaian yang kita bagi bersama...
dan bersama kita akan menemukan apa yang akan kita lakukan...

Its like

It's like rubbing the wind...
I can feel the breeze,
I can taste the calm,
I can fill my lungs...

It's like saving a dying bird
I wanted to treat it
I hope its not too late
I hope there still hope...

And its like loving thee...
I feel the joy
I taste the passion
I just lost the touch....

Still blank....
Plenty of things need to be told...
not a single word comes to my pen...

Wondering what is wrong...

And I spoke about love...
what is love
and where to find love...

And I spoke of finding one...
over and over
one another it fails to show one...

And I thought I lost all...
the lady I bought has fails me
And I thought I have lost all...
I thought wrong...

Yes and No

NO, I don't love you.
Yes, I do care for you.
and I envy him that you love him that much
You hold the love I search about only its his.

NO, I don't love you.
Its better to care for you
cause what is love when its just words
what is it when I can't show you the shape of it

Yes, I want you so much
Yes, I want your passion
No, I do not want you to want me
if your heart longing for him.

Its better to breath without you
than take you when you wanna take him.
Its better to see you fight for him
then i fight for you to fight your heart over him
No, I still am what you knew
Yes, I'd rather not seeing you anymore.

Not anymore

I Don't see you
I Don't smell you
I don't hold you
I never felt how it is the smoothness of your skin
I never watch the language of your body
I don't know the face you owns

I can only read you
I can only hear you
I can only understand you
I can only picture you in my mind
I can only feel you

I just can't take my mind off of you
I just can't take this feeling in my heart
I just can't stop being so stupid
I just can't hate him so much that I know you need him
I just can't let him leaving you that I know you never wanted
I just can't hold my mind anymore
I just can't say that I don't love you now
and I just can't be what I need to be
not anymore