Bad.....

Enough is enough. Its the end of this. I believe. I know eveything now. I should retreat now. Out of ethics, out of decieved.

The heart still haven't satisfy the hunger. Hunger for truth in question. The truth behind the time you silence. Not even a word on the subject, never. How should I trust without sufficient proof.

But, whats done is done! How much hunger to proof, how many questions to answer inside my mind, it is now the time to stand down the fight. No more strugle for a drop of truth. I thought everything has been said, but I thought wrong. 

Inside I still feel the anger. I am not mad. I am not laugh. Until I see the clarity in the words, I will still keep the same feeling for her. But I will try no more. I will stand in the distance. Very far distance where you will never see me there to look after you. With the glowing hope that you will found the happiness near and with him. The one you've been searching for...

Sorry...