Dream

I was dreaming. I was dreaming that i could love you the way that I love you. I was dreaming that the love will find a way to your heart and I admit it was a very pleasant dream. Untill in it, I express everything. I took my heart from my chest, and gave it to her.

In it, I feel soo warm. I feel the extacy of loving another. All my time was felt so full. All my mind blossoms like flowers in the spring time. My heartbeat always skip each encounter. It was like the happiest time i have ever had.

Then morning come. Sun rise, shining the lights on me. My eyes were forced to be opened. I awake. All is lost. I still laying on my bed. Shade my face with my bare hand. Hoping to be asleep again. Trying so very hard to dream again. But, it has disapeared. I have to face reality of the morning breaze.

Again, I still laying on my bed. Collecting the soul i had. All the breath i have to stand off my bed. Wait. just for a moment. I will stand again. Still it was a very happy dream that brought so much euphoria. Just a few more second and i will walk again.

"In my sick ways i wanna thank you for holding my head up late at night...." (blue October - "Hate me")