don't know why

Bosan.,...bosan....
huaaaahhhmmmm....the best thing to be officially hated is: WaITING!!!

GEE, it has been two days since she disappeared. NO Nothing at all.... :( And i do admidt that i missed her soo much. What? lemme here you say that again?! What did you said? Call her? hehe...yeah, like i wanna make a good impression by paying soo much attention to her with asking her how is she doin lately?

That would be the same as putting a knife to my neck. SHE HATES THAT!!! Its soo not her!!
See, i'm trying not to annoy her...i'm trying to make her comfortable so that she still wanna befriend with me. And more importantly, paying too much attention may create suspicion in her about what i'm feeling. Got it?!

I bet y'all who followed this blog might have thought that i'm a stupid lover who act wise wit so many low level poetry... And you might already said inside your heart something like this: "Oh Man, why don't you just tell her, and don't give a damn about will she accept your love or not. the point is just tell her about your god damned feeling to her. You'll be sorry if someone else says that first to her."

Well, I can live with that. See, the point is...I met soo many relations in my life. And I think I know better about who I am than any other of y'all. She is like something so god damned perfect for me. Not even once I met such girl who can get connected to me. All other girls such as she that I met before, are all just got disconnected in less than a minute after introduction. I just wanna have her forever. And I know, based on experience, that telling her everything might as well be the same counting down the time to let her go. See my point? that is if she accepted the love..but if she refused it, i'm not counting anything down. It'll be the same as letting her go at the moment i told her. :)

Peeshhh...